Friday, July 30, 2010

I want

Everybody wants the truth
But everybody lies
Everybody wants some proof
But everybody's blind
So open up your eyes

I really dont know much of anything at all
But I'll admit we're all the same
You ask forgiveness and you make the same mistakes
And I'll admit were all the same

I want to know
Do these words mean anything?
How can this life mean more than what it seems?

Everybody wants equality
But we're all prejudice
We're all hypocrites
Everybody wants the world
But we have nothing

I want to know
Do these words mean anything?
How can this life mean more than what it seems?

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

So Here We Are

Summer blues, jobless, let downs, late nights, early mornings, terrible nightmares, and one big ball of confusion. That about sums up my last two months. The more and more I find ways to create a blog, the less I give a fuck. I emphasize swearing because I have nothing to hide and without saying the f word I wouldn't be explaining how I really feel. My hopes of Osheaga in Montreal have a taken a leap of death (clearly I'm not going anymore) which means no Arcade Fire.. I don't even know why I write sometimes. I mean I do, but fuck it. I have spent nearly ten years working all these lame jobs that go nowhere. It all ends the same. I get so sick of finding something new in my life that inspires me to move on to a new trend. There! I said it! A new trend! When does a person at some point in their life dig their shoes into the ground and stay? Do they? Do we? Does somebody else do it for us? For it has seemed like I have tried on so many different pairs of shoes. I have tried so very hard to dig them into the ground and stay with me.. But I can never seem to do so. If I didn't have passion, I don't know what I'd have.


Tuesday, July 13, 2010